of Balance

up and down

round and round

my life feels like a song

a very typical "i can't help my emotions right now" song

and to be honest i'm getting sick of the tune

it's not the emotions i mind

it's the confusion that accompanies them

and the fear

the constant questioning

why does there always have to be a down to the up

why does the to always come with a fro

why can't it be constant

i know that it will always be like this

in every situation

life is never the same

one moment is not like the next

today not like tomorrow

i simply need to remember the things in life that won't ever change

the love of family and friends

the love of God

the fact that i will never understand everything

i just need to rest in the moment right now

because that's all that i'm living

and in the now there can {usually} only be one feeling

i'll deal with the one i've got at the moment

and deal with the others when they come

dealing with everything at once is never wise

it only makes it that much more complicated

{peace}